Help Wanted
Prologue: The Fall
The lights were too bright, a hot white that burned through the makeup and sweat, leaving me raw and exposed. I stood in the center of the set, the cameras still rolling, the applause sign blinking out of sync with the hollow clapping of the studio audience. I was holding a pan, the handle slick in my hand, and the butter was burning, the air thick with the acrid smell of something gone wrong.
“Cut!” The director’s voice cut through the din, sharp and tired. “Let’s reset. Joel, can we get a little less… whatever this is?”
I forced a smile, my teeth aching from the effort. “Yeah, of course. Sorry. Just—just give me a second.”
But they didn’t. The crew moved around me, resetting the stage, replacing the burnt ingredients with fresh ones.
I took another pill. Just enough to take the edge off.
My assistant hovered at the edge of the set, her face pinched with something between pity and disgust. I wanted to snap at her, tell her to wipe that look off her face, but I bit down hard on the impulse. Too many eyes. Too many stories already spinning out of control.
It had started small. A whispered rumor, a stray comment taken out of context. I had laughed it off, a practiced chuckle that slid off the camera lens like oil. But the story grew teeth. It gnawed through my reputation, bit by bit, until all that was left was a skeleton of my success. The tabloids ran with it—Chef Keaton’s Secret Life: Sex, Lies, and Saffron. Each headline felt like a punch, each article a twisting blade.
My phone had stopped ringing. The offers dried up. The invitations vanished. The friends I had collected, all those bright, laughing faces, turned away. My lawyer stopped taking my calls. My agent sent a message through an assistant—something about exploring other opportunities. The network execs had brought me into a conference room with glass walls to tell me they were pulling my show. I had watched the world move on without me
“It’s not personal,” they’d said. “It’s just business.”
But it was personal. It was my life, and it had crumbled to dust between my fingers.
The final blow had come in the form of a check. Severance, they called it, as if my career was a limb they could cut off clean. It sat heavy in my pocket, a cold, hard reminder of how far I had fallen. I had cashed it, packed what I could fit into a duffel bag, and left the city under the cover of night. No fanfare. No farewell.
And then, nothing.
As one might expect, the aftermath was brutal. I couldn’t get back on TV anywhere. And it had been years since my love of cooking had been supplanted by my love of the spotlight—of the fame—of too many fangirls partying with too many drugs on too many nights. In retrospect, at the time, I deserved what I got in the end—but at the time it felt like a fate worse than death—the end of the road without all the fanfare of a funeral or getting to lay down.
I thought of opening a restaurant, but I wasn’t even sure I knew how to cook anymore. Sure—like Kurt Cobain who, I’m sure could belt out “Smells Like Teen Spirit” suitably up until the moment he found his tragic end, I could probably whip up a passable five-star meal on the fly. But also like Kurt, who grew to hate the song that made him famous, the meal would lack that certain something-something—the intangible soul that had once made it amazing.
The world swallowed me up. I drifted, state to state, job to job, each one smaller and grayer than the last. I burned through what little money I had, my pride the first thing to go. The only job I could get was in a truck stop diner, slinging greasy eggs and limp bacon to people who never looked me in the eye. My hands remembered how to cook, but my heart wasn’t in it. I burned things. I snapped at the waitstaff. I drank too much. I scared people.
I got fired.
Then I found myself in a shelter, the kind where the beds smelled like old smoke and the soup was thin and too hot. I sat among men whose faces were worn down to the bone, and I saw my own reflection in the dirty window—a ghost with a name that had meant something once. Joel Keaton. Celebrity Chef. Fallen Star.
I needed a way out. I needed something to hold on to, something that felt real. The newspaper ad had been a blur of black ink—Help Wanted: Chef for Small Town Cafe. Must Be Reliable. I had circled it with a pen I had stolen from the front desk, the ink smudging under my thumb.
Reliable.
I wasn’t sure if I could be that anymore. I wasn’t sure if I could be anything. But I had nothing left to lose. No dignity, no dreams, just a frayed jacket and a name that tasted like ashes.
I bought a bus ticket with the last of my cash, the paper, thin and fragile in my hands. The ride was long, the windows streaked with rain, the world outside a smear of green and gray. I sat in the back, my head against the glass, the cold biting through my jacket, and I thought of nothing.
When the bus pulled into the small town, I felt something shift in me—a gear catching, a thread pulling tight. The air was sharp with autumn, the sky a flat slate gray. I stood on the curb, the duffel bag heavy against my shoulder, and I looked down the street, the buildings low and leaning, the windows dark.
Harvest Kitchen. The sign was painted in soft, fading colors, the letters curling at the edges. I stood on the threshold, my hand on the door, and I hesitated. The wind bit at my back, a reminder of how easy it would be to turn around, walk away, and disappear.
But I pushed the door open. I stepped inside. And everything began again.
Chapter 1: The Worn Jacket
The bell clanged as I shut the door behind me, sealing me in. No way out now.
Evelyn was behind the counter, soft eyes with dark shadows beneath them. Next to her stood Sophie, sharp and unyielding. She couldn’t have been more than twenty-five—the look of one of the girls I used to invite back stage—but her expression had the hard edge of someone who had learned not to flinch—ever. This was no fan girl. Her arms were crossed over her chest, and the way she looked at me made my skin itch.
“Are you still looking for cook?” I asked. My voice came out rough, every syllable scraping against my throat.
“What’s your experience?” Sophie’s question was a jab, quick and pointed. It was clear she knew who I was. Past tense—and who I had become—present tense.
I grimaced. She was gonna make me pay for it.
Evelyn gave her a look, a small frown pulling at her mouth.
She admonished her daughter. “Sophie! Don’t be rude. We should at ask his name first, don’t you think?” She turned back to me, her voice softer. “I’m Evelyn, and this is my daughter, Sophie.”
“Mom,” Sophie said. “This is Joel Keaton.”
My name sounded like an accusation. It was.
Once it had been a brand, but now just a badge of shame.
The name hung in the air, and I saw it—just a flicker in Sophie’s eyes. The disdain was the part I had grown used to, But her eyes also flashed frustration with a bit of resolve. She was going to take a chance. I glanced around the place. They were desperate and so was I.
“So you’re a cook then?” Evelyn asked. Either she didn’t know what Sophie knew or she didn’t care. Time would tell. And I wasn’t asking it to speak up.
I nodded. “All my life,” I said.
“Say more,” said Sophie. “Why here?”
I ignored Sophie’s question and addressed Evelyn.”
“I can do farm-to-table, classic French, Asian fusion. Whatever you need.” I shrugged, keeping my hands in my pockets. “I can follow a recipe or make one up if that’s what you need.”
Sophie’s lip curled. “We don’t need someone who thinks they’re a celebrity.”
Evelyn’s frown deepened. “Sophie. What are you on about?”
“No, it’s fine,” I said. I forced a difficult but contrite smile, keeping my voice even. I glanced toward Evelyn. “I used to be on TV. But I’m done with all that now.”
Sophie had her hands on her hips, her expression unreadable.
I met her gaze. “I’m not looking for the spotlight,” I said softly. “Not a name. Just a kitchen—and maybe a cot.”
Silence stretched between us, thin as a wire. Evelyn looked at me, then at Sophie, and I could see the hope and fear mingled in her eyes. She wanted to believe me. I wanted her to as well. I needed this.
Sophie didn’t soften. “No drugs. No partying. None of the—the—“
She paused looking for the right words I didn’t want her to say.
I held up both hands in an easy surrender.
“Got it,” I said. “I’m done with all that now.”
I slipped my hands back in my jacket pockets, my fingers brushing against the frayed edge of an old business card. The last remnant of a life I had behind.
“We’ll see,” Sophie said.
Evelyn’s smile was tight, caught between trust and caution. “Well, Chef. Let’s see what you’ve got.”
Chapter 2: Knives and Shadows
The kitchen breathed around me, the soft hum of knives on boards, pans hissing, the low murmur of the staff as they moved through their routines. I moved slowly, deliberate, testing the space. I was a stranger here, and they circled me like I was a wound waiting to bleed.
Marie ran the line. She had steady hands and eyes that had seen it all. She watched me with a kind of curiosity, like I was a stray dog that might bite if she moved too fast.
I started with a vegetable soup. Simple. Safe. The kind of dish you could make with your eyes closed. My hands worked on autopilot, chopping, stirring, tasting. It was muscle memory, my body moving through the motions while my mind hovered somewhere between the steam and the past.
Sophie lingered just outside my peripheral vision. I could feel her watching, a weight pressing down on me. When she finally spoke, her voice slid under my skin.
“It’s fine,” she said, tasting the soup. “But fine doesn’t keep the lights on.”
I forced my grip to relax around the ladle. “More thyme. And a squeeze of lemon.”
Her expression didn’t change. “I know how to fix it.”
“Then why didn’t you?” My voice came out soft, but it carried an edge.
Her mouth flattened into a thin line, but Evelyn’s presence kept her from saying whatever sharp retort sat on her tongue. Evelyn didn’t look at either of us, just focused on chopping herbs, the rhythmic thunk of the knife filling the space between us.
Marie slipped up beside me, her voice a low murmur. “She likes you.”
I raised an eyebrow. “That what you call it?”
She smirked. “She only draws blood when she cares.”
“Well,” I said, “good to know I’m bleeding for the right reasons.”
Chapter 3: Cracks in the Shell
Weeks passed, and the kitchen settled into a rhythm. I moved through it quietly, trying not to touch the edges. Sophie’s sharpness never dulled, but I learned to sidestep it, giving her space without giving ground.
One evening, I found Evelyn sitting on a milk crate by the back door, her hands wrapped around a chipped coffee cup. The sky was bruised with twilight, and the cool air bit at the exposed skin on my neck.
“You all right?” I asked, leaning against the doorframe.
She nodded, but the movement was slow, uncertain. “Just tired. The kind of tired that sleep doesn’t fix.”
I stepped outside, the concrete cold beneath my feet. “If it’s about me—”
“It’s not.” She cut me off, her voice soft but firm. “Sophie’s… it’s been hard since her dad died. Harder than I thought.”
I didn’t ask how he died. I’d learned not to dig into people’s wounds. But I sat with her, the silence between us a thread that stretched, frayed, but held.
“Thank you,” she said after a while. “For being here. For staying.”
I didn’t trust my voice, so I just nodded. It felt like a promise, and I wasn’t sure I could keep it.
Chapter 4: Rumors and Embers
It was a slow Tuesday afternoon when it happened the first time— just before tourist season. A couple sat near the window, sharing a plate of roasted vegetables and laughing softly. I was clearing tables when I heard it.
“That’s him,” the man said, not quite under his breath. “Joel Keaton. You remember? The one from TV.”
My hands tightened around the stack of plates. The ceramic bit into my skin, sharp and grounding.
The woman’s eyes widened, her voice a hiss. “Oh my God. Here? What is he doing here?”
The man shrugged. “Guess he’s slumming it now. Probably all he can get.”
The laughter that followed was low, a rustle of dead leaves. I turned, carried the plates to the back, and set them down carefully. Each clink a reminder to stay steady.
I went out back and lit a cigarette. I know. A cook who smokes. So cliché. I didn’t start smoking until I started going to AA. Everybody smokes there. I think it’s like the preamble to the twelve steps or something. I don’t know. But the door hadn’t even shut behind me by the time I had lit it, and sucked in a lungful of relief.
Sophie found me there, her shadow long against the wall. She didn’t say anything, just leaned on against the doorway, her arms crossed over her chest.
“You gonna run?” she asked, her voice quiet but sharp.
I shook my head. “Your ad said ‘reliable.’ I just had a moment is all. I’ll be fine.”
She didn’t respond, just watched me, her expression unreadable. But for the first time, it felt less like a threat and more like an honest exchange. No malice.
Chapter 5: Cracks in the Glass
“Mr. Keaton,” the reporter said, her voice a slick, practiced thing. “I didn’t expect to find you here. Quite a step down from your last kitchen.”
I sat across from her, the vinyl seat stiff beneath me. “What do you want?”
She tapped at her tablet, the screen lighting up with old photos. Me in a pristine chef’s coat, my name embroidered over my heart. Smiling, confident, untouchable.
“I’m writing a piece,” she said, “about the rise and fall of celebrity chefs. You’ve got a unique perspective.”
I felt the burn of eyes on me—Evelyn at the counter, Sophie in the doorway to the kitchen. Her expression was a wall, hard and high.
“I’m not interested,” I said, keeping my voice low. “There’s nothing to say.”
“Oh, but there is.” She leaned forward, the tablet angled toward me. The headline was a knife: Chef Joel Keaton: Sex, Scandal, and Sabotage. “Your side of the story, maybe?”
I pushed the tablet away, my fingers leaving smudges on the glass. “My side doesn’t matter. Not anymore.”
She let out a low hum, something between pity and amusement. “It might, if you told it right. People love a redemption arc.”
“I’m not interested in being a story.” I stood, my knees stiff, the weight of her words heavy on my shoulders. “I’m just a cook now.”
Her smile slipped, just for a moment. “For now.”
The bell above the door chimed as she left, her presence lingering like smoke. I stayed where I was, my hands braced against the edge of the table, the vinyl cool under my palms. The world swayed around me, unsteady, and I clung to the only thing I could.
“Did you mean all that?” Sophie’s voice cut through the haze. She stood in the doorway, her arms wrapped around herself, her expression caught between anger and something softer. “All of it?”
I didn’t lie. “Yeah.”
Her jaw tightened, the tendons standing out sharp beneath her skin. “Why are you here?”
“Because I had nowhere else to go.” The truth hung between us, raw and jagged. “I needed a place to start over.”
She let out a breath, a soft, shuddering thing.
“I don’t want that reporter making a big deal about where you work now. We’re not that kind of restaurant.”
The door swung shut between us, a boundary I couldn’t cross. But she hadn’t told me to leave. That was enough. For now.
Chapter 6: The Slow Burn
The days that followed were a low-grade fever. Sophie kept her distance, her movements sharp, her voice a thin blade. Evelyn’s warmth dulled to something cautious, her smiles small and quick to fade. Marie hovered, her curiosity kept in check by the tension hanging over the kitchen.
I stayed. I worked. I let the rhythm of the place soothe the raw edges of my nerves. And slowly, carefully, the walls began to bend, if not break.
Sophie found me in the cooler one afternoon, the cold wrapping around us like a shroud. She didn’t speak at first, just stood there, her breath fogging the air between us.
“You really were somebody,” she said finally, her voice soft, almost curious. “Why don’t you want it back?”
I shrugged, my back against a crate of carrots. “I don’t trust myself with it anymore,” I said simply.
“Why not?” She moved closer, the frost crackling under her feet. “That reporter was right, you know? People love a redemption story.”
“I’m not a redemption story,” I said. “I’m just a cook.”
“You know what I mean,” she said.
I nodded. “And you know what I mean.”
She absorbed that, her fingers tracing the metal shelves beside her.
“Why did you do it? She asked? Why did you tank your career?”
I didn’t have an answer for that. Or maybe I had too many. The truth was tangled in a web of mistakes and regrets, too fragile to pull apart. “I don’t know. I wasn’t a good person. I hurt people. It caught up with me. And I had it coming.”
Her expression shifted, the hardness in her eyes cracking just enough for something else to show through. “Do you think you’re a good person now?”
I considered her question. “I’m not sure ‘good people’ are really a thing. I think maybe we’re all just playing the hands that we’re dealt.”
“Yeah, but didn’t you sort of leave the table?”
“No,” I replied. “I was bounced out. Best and worst thing that ever happened to me. Anyhow. I’m done with all that now.”
She nodded, just once, and the air between us shifted. Not quite warm, but not as cold. It felt like a step, small and hesitant, but a step all the same.
Chapter 6: Thin Ice
Winter settled into the bones of the town, a cold, creeping thing. The frost etched delicate patterns on the windows of Harvest Kitchen, and the warmth inside became a refuge. Business slowed, the tourists thinning out, and the regulars braced against the season with steaming bowls of soup and thick slices of bread.
Sophie and I moved around each other like animals in a shared den—close but cautious. The edge in her voice softened, and the walls she’d built started to show cracks. She asked more questions, small ones at first. How I liked my coffee. Whether I’d ever made fresh pasta. If I had family.
I answered when I could, sidestepped when I couldn’t. I had family somewhere, but they were from a life before the cameras, before the spotlight turned harsh. I had long ago become too sharp, too jagged to fit back into their lives.
Evelyn caught me one evening, after the last customer had gone, sitting at the counter with a notepad and a pencil worn down to a nub.
“What are you working on?” she asked, her voice warm, almost gentle.
I closed the pad, the half-scribbled recipes safe beneath my hand. “Just ideas. I’ve been thinking about the menu. How to freshen things up for spring.”
Her smile was a small, hopeful thing. “We could use some fresh ideas. I’ve been doing the same soups and salads for too long.”
“How long have you had this place,” I asked.
She deflected. “Ever since I married my husband I guess. His father had it before him and I think it was started by some distant cousin or uncle or something. Who remembers anymore? But it’s not mine,” she said. “It’s Sophie’s now. When Brian passed, she took it over. Brian wanted it that way.”
“Brian was your husband?” I asked.
She nodded. “He was always the business guy when he was alive. I can get by okay—the books and such. But he and Sophie— they’re the ones who really get this stuff. I just try to help out where I can. But when he died—“
Her voice trailed off.
“When he died… what?” I asked.
“Well,” she said, “Sophie took after her father. She’s the real talent. If I had kept running it, we’d have lost everything.”
She paused as if trying to decide whether or not to finish her thought.
Her fingers brushed the edge of the notepad, a feather-light touch.
“You still think like a chef,” she whispered. Brian used to keep a notepad like that too.”
I hesitated, the words caught between us. “I am a chef.”
The correction hung in the air, a fragile truth. Evelyn’s smile widened, just a little, and she sat beside me, her presence a quiet comfort.
“I knew who you were the first time I saw you,” she said softly. “But you don’t seem like the kind of man who gives up easily like some on your kind of path— and at the time, I’m not sure you really even knew who you were. Seemed like it was kinder to let you figure it out for yourself.”
“And what do you think now?” I asked.
She reached over and patted my knee. Then she pointed at the tiny notebook. “Don’t be afraid of that,” she said.
I looked at her quizzically.
“That’s where you’ll find yourself again,” she said. “I believe in you.”
I frowned.
She was undeterred.
“You will,” she insisted. “You’ll be right where you left yourself.”
I wanted to believe her. I wanted to believe I could still be more than what I had become.
It had been a long time since I had felt any hope. But that night, as I wrote in my notebook, three new recipes came out in a stream and reminded me of why I had started cooking in the first place—the thrill of momentary creative brilliance. It was like a drug all by itself.
Chapter 7: Crumbling Facades
The three of us found our way. Sophie and I found a rhythm, a careful dance in the kitchen. She let me take the lead on a new menu, and I found myself teaching her things I hadn’t thought about in years. How to deglaze a pan, how to balance acidity with a pinch of sugar, how to turn a simple vegetable into something worth savoring.
One night, when the kitchen was quiet, I found her at the back door, staring into the dark. Her breath fogged the glass, her reflection a ghostly echo.
“You okay?” I asked, keeping my distance.
She nodded, but her shoulders were tight, hunched against some unseen weight. “I was thinking about my dad. How he used to sit out here and smoke a cigarette when the kitchen got too hot.”
I leaned against the doorframe, the cool metal a balm against my skin. “Sounds like a good place to breathe.”
“He was good at that.” She let out a laugh, brittle and thin. “He always knew when I needed space. He’d just sit with me, not say anything, just… be there.”
I stayed quiet, my breath steady, my presence a promise.
“I hate that I miss him,” she whispered. “I hate that he left.”
“I know.”
Her fingers tapped against the glass, a soft, staccato rhythm. “I thought if I stayed angry, it would hurt less. That if I could hold onto that, I wouldn’t feel so… empty.”
I swallowed, the words heavy on my tongue. “Anger’s good for that. It fills the cracks. But it’s not meant to last.”
She turned to me, her eyes dark and deep. “What do you fill your cracks with?”
I didn’t answer. I didn’t have to. She saw it, the truth plain as the lines on my hands. I filled mine with women. With drugs. With alcohol. With fame. With all the things that kept me from standing still long enough to feel the weight of my own emptiness.
But I was still here. And so was she.
“Tomorrow would have been his fifty-sixth birthday,” She said. “I really miss him.”
I smiled. “I just turned fifty eight.”
“He would have liked you,” she said. “Rough edges and all.”
Chapter 8: The Boil Over
Spring brought new life, green buds and cool rains, the kind of beauty that felt like a wound reopening. The restaurant picked up, the kitchen a controlled chaos that buzzed through my bones. Sophie moved with a new kind of energy, her laughter slipping into the space between orders, her hands steady even when the world spun too fast.
But the past has teeth. It bit hard on a Wednesday afternoon, in the form of a man with a camera and a notepad. I saw him through the window, the flash of the lens, the way his hand moved quick over the page. The cold washed over me, a familiar ache.
Evelyn was at the register, her back to the door. Sophie was in the kitchen, her voice a soft hum as she stirred a pot of soup. I moved quickly, slipping outside, the door swinging shut behind me.
“What do you want?” My voice came out low, rough.
The man looked up, his smile a sharp slash against his pale skin. “Joel Keaton. I thought I recognized you.”
“Go away.”
He leaned back against his car, the camera hanging around his neck like a noose. “You’ve been hiding out here, huh? I bet your fans would love to know where you ended up.”
I stepped closer, my body a wall between him and the door. “There are no fans. Not anymore.”
His smile widened, a predator scenting blood. “Come on, a disgraced chef trying to start over in a little farm-to-table joint? It’s practically a redemption story.”
I felt the ground shift beneath me, the cold sinking into my bones. “This isn’t a story. It’s my life.”
I watched him go, the weight of his promise settling heavy on my chest. When I turned back to the door, I saw her. Evelyn, standing in the doorway, her face studious—non judging as always—her hands knotted in her apron.
I took a step forward, the distance between us a chasm. “I didn’t want this to follow me here.”
“Life always follows us.” Her words held no frustration and yet the truth of them was sharp and unyielding. “No matter where we go.”
She disappeared into the kitchen, the door swinging shut with a soft, final thud. I stood in the cold, the world shrinking around me, and wondered if this was the end of the line.
Chapter 9: The Return
The next day, the reporter was back. I felt my blood pressure rise as I nearly threw him out, but Sophie stepped in front of me.
“Don’t,” she said.
I tried to step past her to no avail.
“Joel,” she said, this time demanding my attention.
“I called him,” she said.
I felt the wind leave my body. “Why?” I whispered, unable to make sound.
“You’re bigger than this,” she said. “You’re ready. You’ll always have a home here, but Joel—my dad—.”
She swallowed. She wiped tears from her eyes.
“He wanted what you have,” She said. “You were made to make people love food.”
“But.”
“You’ll always have a place here,” she reiterated.
I turned toward Evelyn. She smiled and nodded her head.
I looked toward the waiting reporter and took in a deep breath letting it out slowly. And then I walked forward—not back to my life—but forward to it.
I still see Sophie regularly. I heard from her just this morning. I had the honor of giving her away at her wedding. She married a chef. As to Evelyn—she retired, but she goes everywhere with me. We’re inseparable—Mr. and Mrs. Joel and Evelyn Keaton. But that’s a whole different story.
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